This is probably one of the hardest things I have to do.
I'm moving here. Yes. I moved!

To all my fellow Xanga bloggers, thanks for subscribing and most of all, thanks for reading and leaving such wonderful and encouraging comments.

Don't worry. I'll still check my xanga subscriptions so that I'll still be updated when you guys update or anything. Thanks guys and most of all, thank you Xanga.

Thanks for keeping me blogging all these years.

ONCE AGAIN PEOPLE! I HAVE MOVED....

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LINK TO ME!

With this, I bid Xanga adieu.

I can't sleep again. I slept for like 30 minutes and now I am wide awake again. Church service is like 6 hours away. Damn! I am so sleep-deprived. I guess it's probably a good idea to pour out some of my thoughts here.

It's day 15 in my beloved Land Below the Wind. I guess it was not a joke when they told me that KK's changing. First of all, there are several new buildings here and there, which in my opinion, aren't constructed in the right locations. Take One Borneo for example. WTH do they have to build it near freakin' UMS? Crazy developers. Next would be the price of things. Price-hike everywhere! I think it's worse than KL. Oh, and one more thing. The weather here makes the sands of the Sahara Desert feel like snow. Even when it is raining outside, I still feel hot. I really hope it is just the weather. I am NOT abnormal.

I feel a change of environment. Yes, indeed I am home but somehow, home doesn't feel like home. Though I gotta admit that the rest is oh-so-sufficient for me. No stress, no workload. Total freedom to relax and unwind after three months of Uni.

Though there are changes here and there, one thing still has not change, and I don't think that it will ever change. KK is BORING. Spending six weeks of semester break in KK is simply just a waste of time. My parents say that I should get a job. So I'm now looking around. Which leads me to another problem of mine. There is no medical term for it. I call it, LAZINESS. Plus, with my sleeping disorder, I find it almost impossible to wake up in the mornings.

Anyway, back to my point. Seriously, home does not feel like home at all.

and I keep getting this from people:

Adele, you've changed.
Really?
Yeah. You're so un-dele-like.
uhm. okay. is that a good thing?
i dont know.
....

*sighh*

They say that home is where the heart is.
If the heart is not home, where does the heart lie?